3 months post op last Tuesday - Im melllll..ting

Oct 22, 2009

Well Im melting away...my body is beginning to look like a raisin...lol...I never realized how much my fat kept all my wrinkles at bay.  Ive now got a glorious case of bat wings and a wonderful turkey neck...gobble gobble lol.....oh well the price of thin.  I still dont tolerate meats well...I guess I just dont chew well enough...not sure.  My hair is still falling out like crazy...also the price of thin.  Im down to a size 16 pants...I never thought Id see that again...I see torso definition below my boobs...thats a nice thing to see that I havent seen in a looooong time.  Im not quite as anxious as I was at the onset of this weight loss thing...once I got to the 40 lbs lost point..I figured its all gravy after that point.  Ive begun to clean out my closet of the clothing that is just hanging on me...I did a funny thing...I piled all my pant on top of each other starting with the largest size on the bottom and the size Im wearing now lays on the top of the heap...its amazing to see that 40 lbs will make you wear that much larger of a size...I can really see the loss when I stack my pants.  My energy is coming right along...there again..I stressed on stuff like that about a month ago...but now...Im taking everything in stride confident that everything will fall into place...I dont weigh my food...I dont count calories...I dont stress if I miss a day of exercise....I dont keep a food journal...I figure the more I dwell on those topics...the more stress I introduce into my head and stress makes me eat.  Well Im going to sign off for now...until next time...ta ta. 

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