Time Flies ....learning to fly helps!

Aug 30, 2012

    Boy time has flown by as I look and see my last post was in  April. I have been taking care of my Mother as she has been sick with Bowel issues and coming soon to a bowel resection. Needless to say, I have slipped and hang on by toenails . As I get more nervous and exhausted, I am getting more nervous and deleting myself from the care list. I have realized this issue and try to avoid repeating , although I have days it happens anyway.
    I posted last on dating issues. I am more relaxed in that area since I broke up with a controlling man and have since started dating someone that I really love being with and  treats me with the most utmost respect and admiration. He saw my before pictures and still cares. He helps me  keep things in perspective and lends a hand if needed. I also have relaxation time riding the back of his motorcycle or riding the one he has lent me to start out riding. I love the freedom of motorcycles ! I did take a saftey coarse from MSF ( I do know the dangers involved). My oldest daughter is scared ,so I do not let her know how often I ride. My other daughters are asking where I went - this is not the Mom they know. Speaking about the previous comment: I have completely changed as a person . I am so Thankful for the surgery!!!! I feel a freedom in Life I never felt before and thereby am learning to Identify ME , define ME, improve ME!!!! God did make me ,but I have flaws , some permenant. I am gathering all the things I need to do repairs and improvements
     . We all can fly with time or sit and watch time go by us daily . Change is good for the soul once you know how to Fly.

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