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Well I haven't had surgery yet. I know in 2011 I did talk about doing the DS surgery but I got all the way up to the psychologist...and she  didn't think I was ready! Loser Bitch Lol

Well now in 2014 I currently live in Ft Campbell KY and have restarted my journey to have weightloss surgery. However I will not be getting the DS surgery I will instead get the RNY! So look further to updates regarding my RNY

....Chicken Butt!! .....Im just kidding


ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

300PDS..Thus Far!

Have some more pds to shed but good enough so far.

I am feein like a heroin addict..scratching and everything..LOL

Im am feein the following items:

Homemade chocolate chip cookies(ESPECIALLY THESE)

BBQ Ribs( SMOTHERED IN SWEET BABY RAYS)

Homemade macorni and cheese(FOUR CHEESE)

Cake(Any kind at this point)

What Im eating NOW:

LOCARB WINGS---- FUCK THAT..AAGGHHHHHH

SUGAR FUCKING FREE POPSICLES!!!!!

WHERE IN THE HELL IS A GUN WHEN YOU NEED IT!!! LOL....

Hey OH friends....

My husband and I are able to talk to each other like human beings. I got to see my little one last week and the husband calls like every other day.We are still separated but we are cordial.He says he wants a divorce and I was having a hard time with that. Than I prayed and I realized its not up to me anymore...God has taken this situation. For some wierd reason...If he decides to follow up with the divorce...Im at peace with that..I really am.Thinking about it doesnt make me break down and scream anymore.

I also have been losing weight by eating low carb...So far im 303...I was 323 a few weeks ago.

God is so powerful...All I had to do was give him a chance.

Thanks for your many prayers and well wishes! May God bless you 10x over ; )

It seems my life is swerving out of control.My husband decided on fathers day he would take my daughter and he left me.We got in a bad argument that day and I got arrested...sent to jail. He took my daughter and left me in jail. Luckily I was released the next day without bail.My family is not by my side and I feel so alone.If I wasn't a firm believer in God...I dont know where I would be right now.How could someone say that love you and take your child...leave....

My worth is so much better than this...

SN: lost 10pds in a week ....to hurt to eat

To be truly alone....

I have no mother(never really had her like that from the get go) No sisters(Na never really had them either) and the husband oh the fukkin cunt of a husband(can you tell I'm pissed yet!) Non supportive..whining ..two faced ...bitch azz...All I have is my kids. I feel so alone...I feel like I got punched in the chest and never got my wind back.

*So this is what it feels like

Something has been on my mind terribly lately. So here is my dilemma...My meeting with Dr Sudan didn't satisfy me at all.I came unprepared to our meeting and I didn't ask him any questions and he was quick to leave. I kinda felt rush and didn't receive a personal touch at all.So the question remains ...What is more important? Having a surgeon with accolades and not personal touch or a surgeon who MAKES you feel you are a priority and not a dollar sign?

I just ate 40 fukkin chicken mc nuggets. Gave my daughter Ten and I ate 40 FUKKIN CHICKEN(I think its chicken) MCNUGGETS!.

My excuse is: Thats all I ate today butttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

40 DAMN NUGGETS!

My heart is currently marinading in sweet and sour sauce as we speak

So Ive been going thru some emotional shit lately.I thought I share it with my OH fam. I'm not quite sure about the DS anymore but I have some valid reasons why. I found out  I have GERD(no shit Sherlock) I loathe ACID REFLUX with a passion. Was told to me that RNY is the best remedy for that! By someone who has DS (Baffled!) they sent me some info on that as well. Appreciate it! Still researching and contemplating!



Check out my newest video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yaEJjWge_eU