OMG so long since....

Mar 06, 2014

I really have been away a while , not to my benefit. I have let myself GO I guess- Once again putting the needs of others before mine. the last 2 years have been a CRAZY messed up life. Granted I value my Mom , and she has been through HELL these last 2 years from a bowel infection and multiple surgeries. I was scared she was not going to make it through everything. All this Drama and stress created the opportunity for old habits to return as I also had knee surgery and then a cancer scare with another surgery. Needless to say I have regained and am currently at an impasse as to the daily struggles. I realized today how far I have let my goals go to the wayside in order to be once again at everyone's beckoned call. Well NO MORE. I hereby reclaim ME!!!! Yes I have been doing some for myself along the last two years , but not enough. I let others detour my Path to my freedom from Obesity. I gave in and bought the bigger clothing again and stopped being active due to pain and the increased attentions. I find it hard to recommit to the JOURNEY - But I MUST. My value is not on weight loss, but to keep the Diabetes and Health issues away. If anyone has ideas for regaining momentum , .....

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