Me an Emotional eater!!!

Apr 10, 2012

         " Carbo caller"             is alive and well in my Psyche..... Monday really SUCKED ! I had Physical therapy for knee ( 2.5 wks post op)  they drained another 60 plus cc's followed by Ultrasound to rule out blood clot in left leg.  Spent my day sucking down sweet tea and snacking. I was running a crazy schedule as the appointments for me were scheduled between having my Mother found unconscious and in severe pain . Since then she was admitted to Hospital with painful Colitis and diverticulitis, needless to say going down a very dangerous walkway. Due to all this I am facing how I really am an emotional eater and when I try to decline the calling I am forced to deal with the stress. As I texted a support person I was loosing it,  tears all around  ( why cant I be the rabbit that cries diamonds? if I was I might be inclined to actually have emotions rather than stuff them down), since the previous funny input and lack or truth in obtaining the above request I guess I have to deal and realize I have waterproof mascara for a reason. 
           I guess it is confession time-  I ate turkey with gravy on mashed potatoes leftovers to turn around and eat pizza cheesy bread and cinnamon bread too . All this was eaten in one hour. so much for being careful- I was stressed and that was more important to  ME while it was happening. I had even explained to my daughters boyfriend I was the EMOTIONAL EATER but still ate WTFIA      ( what the Fool I am - my own invention) First step to a better reality is my admission and recognition of the issue! Next deal is to stop before the next time - trying to improve myself one step at a time. Mistakes are not the exit it's a start over  . I guess confession is good for the soul  and tomorrow is another day to try better.     

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