Hunger bus filled with callers.....

Feb 15, 2012

    I thought I had put those Carbs in there place!!! OMG they jumped ship and caught a BUS home again,  boogers need to leave    . Any transportation I can find!!! Cupcakes call , cookies call.... unless exhaustion and cravings. I think I have come to figure out what might have set the homing beacon in my direction. Not only do I have  history  with Low Vitamin. D, I just thought about my iron may also be low. I have had trouble with taking  vitamins/ iron due to stomach being irritable . I am gonna tell my primary doctor  to draw my Labs as requested somehow or call the bariatric physician. I need pre-op labs anyhow so I think it will work. 
     I also think about checking out a form of Reiki and massage. Good deals on group site. Why not massage ,can't hurt!!! I actually put myself to challenge at gym last Saturday- mastered 47.5 minutes on elliptical , then weights for lower and some arm workouts as well. I can't wait for some time off to work out , needing energy drinks at this time to keep moving daily and that is not very good to think about. increased hunger goes with energy drinks.
    Breaking up with the boyfriend was great and NO REGRETS are being felt. I just wish he would move on and leave me ALONE. This is a big stressor to me. Never ever really had to deal with this . ugly ducklings get dropped and tossed aside easily , how do you get the other person to leave you alone without responding to calls and text.?? I know not to respond as this will fall into the work and games he is attempting to use to pull me in for manipulation.To think  I thought tough LOVE in parenting was hard?!?!?

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