Life stressors

Jul 31, 2010

I am definetly a emotional eater with stress despite what the Pschy eval said.... Dad was in the hospital yet again and Mom is sick again as well. Have to decide something in regards to Dad and possible Hospice . Mom informed me last night she does not think she will make it too much longer than Dad and this upsets me. I see Dad getting  worse and know life is getting miserable and worse for him. I guess thinking Mom is just as miserable is harder. I have always thought taking care of Dad has been the big stresser for her. I found myself snacking more than ever last night when I couldn't sleep. Chex mix is better than all the stuff I used to eat and my sugars are fine this am just wanting to drop below the 200 pound mark on the Doctor's scale. I feel like I fail at self control and have been eating more than I should this last week, not enough protien but wanting more energy.
I also talked about the possiblity of Dating some time. I do not know any single Guys to date except that now I know Dr Marty Belson is single after putting my foot in my own mouth. I claimed all the good guys were married or Gay and the others "Just not worth it" he told me he must not be worth it than as he was not married or Gay. hahah he has suh a good humor spin on life wish I had known before my big foot was placed so deep in my mouth
Good news my swimsuit is way to big!! Bad news my breast are smaller and float in the top now. looking at a possible replavement suit at Sams in the next day or so . just need to have boy shorts or skirt and I have the droopy Ass now Ugh!!!! Plastics will be a major medical expense I will pay for that is for sure.

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