It has been almost 3 years since I had wLS and since then I have lost over 340lbs.It is hard to believe,when I look at old pictures of myself it makes me sick.I had no life back then and din't care if I lived or died to tell you the truth.So many changes in my life it is hard to keep up.I am now at a point of my life where I don't know what I want out of life.I have lived to fast in the last 18 months and did the things I said I wouldn't do.Drinking,smoking pot and doing things that I woul;d of never done when I weighed 598 lbs.I have stopped the drinking and pot smoking and I hope I can stay clean.