April 4, 2011

Apr 05, 2011

Yesterday was a rough day with getting protein foods down, ever since I woke up, nothing protein like would go down, I kept bringing it all back up. Today I am doing much better with it. But I have been eating more liquid type foods just to ease back into it, so we'll see what my meatloaf dinner brings.

I am starting to hate my scale right now...frustrating, it's been going so well and for the past 2-3 weeks I have been stuck between 308 and 312 up and down....it's driving me nuts. I know it will come off, but it makes me think about what if I am that rare person that gets the surgery, follows everything and stops weight loss, I mean is that even possible? Okay, I keep trying to tell myself to quit it and stop thinking these negative thoughts, but it's hard not too, especially when you want to break the 300 mark. This weight is where I always struggled, everytime I lose weight I get to this weight and then it stops and goes back up again, which is why I think I am having these negative thoughts. Deep down I know, this isn't going to be the case, but again, I guess it's just something I have to go through.

That's my quick update...But over all I am feeling better than before!! 50 pounds lighter!! 

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