After many challenges........TODAY is a very good day

May 17, 2011

A lot has happened the last few months that have challenged my long time bout with emotional eating.   I had to have my best friend, JoJo Kitty put to sleep after a long bout with feline leukemia, chronic renal failure and then his cancer......which led him to letting me know it was time.......Soon after I discovered my husband was trolling adult web sites looking for a woman to have an affair with.....and found out he had actually been seeing one of those many women he had been chatting with.  We won't talk about the job I am having problems at or the fact that I have a knee that is bone on bone and needs replaced.  

For this moment, this absolute moment, I will remind myself how far I have come.  I will remember all the things leading up to surgery, the agony of feeling like I would never get to my surgery date and then thinking I would never feel better once the surgery was over.  And then I will rejoice in the fact that TODAY I went in for my second fill and found out that, despite all my challenges, I still lost 10 pounds in the 6 weeks between appointments.  And I will remember always, how it felt when TODAY I tried on a size 10 petite suit.................and it fit like it was made for me.  TODAY is a very good day indeed.

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