Helluvalady1212
Hello,
Like a significant number of you, I have been overweight all my life. When I think about the women in my family, I believe I am the only woman that has been heavy from the beginning. My mom, sisters, aunts, and female cousins gained weight or became "thick" after having children or attending college. I have always been able to lose weight, but never a significant amount and I always gained it back. My family and friends were always accepting of me; its because of them that I have a high self esteem and so much love for myself.
While my self-esteem is still in tact, my body won't be if I am not more gentler and kinder to it. My body began to feel the effects of carrying so much weight a long time ago. Backaches, sore feet, and a symphony of pops and paps from my knees are constant. I began toying with the thoughts of WLS 2 years ago. I attended WLS support groups and information sessions along with researching the good, bad, ugly, the before and afters of WLS. Armed with new knowledge, I made and cancelled many surgeon appointments out of fear. I finally made an appointment with Dr. Jon Bruce of NC Bariatric Specialist; after the untimely passing of a friend. She was my age (34 at the time) and had health challenges that limited her quality of life. She left behind 3 young children to live their lives without her presence, love, and guidance. I thought of my own daughter and how I pray it is GOD'S WILL that I live to see her into adulthood and beyond. With that being said, I decided to do what I could to make that possible.
WLS is much more than losing weight. I must change my thoughts about food, remain encouraged, and link myself with like minded positive people. I am excited about this new journey in my life as it will yield a healthier me. I am excited that my increased engery will allow me to become more active so I can help my daughter to become healthier too. I chose the restrictive option of surgery which will be the REALIZE BAND. My insurance company requires 2 years of weight, a nutritionist and psych evaluation, and lab work. It is my goal to have my procedure performed in early January 2012. I send prayers, well wishes, and support to any one considering, or recovering from WLS. Thank you for taking time to read my page:-)
Take Care
