gracesmadonna
AHHH
May 01, 2013
Okay, so the closer I get to my surgery, the bigger emotional wreck I become. I work full-time overnight. lately at the end of my shift I have an emotional break down in my car on the ride home. It begins with, "Oh crap!! I am really going to do this, oooo I don't like surgery, ahhhh why am I so fat." and ends with, "I'm a nurse, I know that most people do fine in surgery, I will do fine. This will be great, I can do it!" I am emotionally exhausted with the back and forth in my mind. I almost wish my surgery was tomorrow so I could get it over with. I don't have to loose anymore weight for it, but my Daughter's birthday is the weekend before. She will be 9 and already made it very clear that I MUST BE HOME for her birthday.
Anyone have any ideas to let go of the nerves before May 22?