Making a come back

Sep 13, 2010

In March 2010 when I set out to get back on track, I knew it would be hard.  I knew I had to take some drastic measures to get my mind in the place I needed to be to lose 170 more pounds - 80 of which I had regained.  In my 20's, 30's and with weight loss surgery the pounds came off a lot more easier than they did this time around.  But I was determined to use all of my knowledge to just stick out the bumps in the road I have had over the last 6 months.  

In June I had a relapse.  I gained over 12 pounds and then spent the whole month of July and part of August getting that weight off.  August I did everything right 90 percent of the time and only lost 3 pounds.  But at least I had not gained, but still disconcerting because I knew with what I was eating and the exercising I was doing almost daily that I should have been losing at least 2 pounds a week.  

Now it is September 13th and I have lost 8 pounds already for a total of 30 pounds,  My BMI is finally back in the 40's. My body finally realized I was not going to let it win.  I was going to stick it out.  When I started out my goal was 8 pounds a month.  That would mean now I should have lost 42 to 48 pounds.  So I am a little behind.  Wouldn't it be something if I caught up some how in the next 4 to 6 weeks.  I am not sweating it.   But I still think about it.  I am not complaining or upset I have lost only 30 pounds.  I am just reflecting. 

I am very happy with the 30!  I am happy because I have stop the bleeding (gaining).  I am so on my mission now to reach all my goals.  Maybe I will not reach them on the timetable I set but as long as I do not give up I am on my way.  I still have a long ways to go and plenty of soul searching to do but I am on my way.  I am making a come back.  You can get back on track!  I am back on track and I feel good about it.  I am going all the way.

My many friends and support programs has helped me remain positive and mindful of my ultimate goals. Encouraging others has help me stay on track also.  Thanks again for your support! 

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About Me
Chicago, IL
Location
51.2
BMI
RNY
Surgery
10/26/2004
Surgery Date
May 11, 2004
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Summer of 2003 before surgery (surgery was October 26, 2004)
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