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I am so ashamed of myself. I can't believe it's been three years since I last posted. I know I need my butt whipped. I don't know where to start this post. I lost 95 pounds. My smallest weight was 140 pounds in which I didn't like. I felt as though I was too small. I want to stay around the 155 area and I have since gained 15 pounds since Dec so I am now 160. My family and my man says I look really good at this weight but I think it's a little to heavy for me, I want to lose 15 pounds. I have gained weight in the areas I don't want to like my damn arms, stomach, and thighs lol. I will turn 40 in June and it is my goal to be fit and tight again at 155 with no flab or loose skin. I was trying to change my profile pic but it keep saying my pic is too large, if anyone can help me change it I would appreciate it. I have uploaded recent pics of myself feel free to check them out and give me your opinion.

 

Can anyone tell me of ways I can get this extra 15 pounds off me and tune up in my trouble areas? I need help. The good thing my clothes still fit.

I am happy to accomplish one of my goals and that was to be in the 180's by ny birthday and I made it!! I have lost 45 pounds and loving it.

Had an emergency visit with my surgeon today because my stomach has been hurtin me very bad. It feels like something is eating me alive. He did my blood work and they came back great!!. I have to have  special CT scan done this week to see what the problem is. In the meantime he put me on two different antibotics. I can't believe I am no longer a Diabetic, God is good to me!!

Hello All,

Just wanted to drop by to say a few words. I have lost another 5 poundsand I am so excited about that!!!  I am home sick and this was finals week for me. I held my own and I am soo close to a 4.0 GPA. Deans list here I come......

Hello All,

It has been a while since I last posted. I am finally out of the 200's!!! I have been hanging on to this last 5 pounds for over a month.  I am now wearing a size large in shirts and with this healthy twins on my chest that is amazing to me!!! My weight loss is very slow, and I am not complaining b/c I didn't want to lose it rapidly.  I will post more later on this evening..

I just wanted to share my first WOW moment. Before my surgery 2/23/09 I wore a size 20/22 in shirts, today I brought a size 14 for the 1st time in I don't know how many years!!!!

My daughter was like "mom you look skinny in that shirt" and I also saw the big difference.. I have a smile on my face for the rest of the day, that is for sure..

Hello OH,

As I stated earlier today I was very sick and could not hold anything on my stomach, including water, so I had to have a scope done.  I went to Little Company of Mary Hospital  with the Dx of Dysphagia.  For weeks I felt like something was wrong because everytime I eat something solid it would come back up.  I usually follow my first mind and when my body tells me something is wrong I normally listen to it.  I am so glad I finally listen to my own heart and got it checked out, because my suspensions were correct, I had  Anastamosis Stricture.

Once I was put to sleep the GI Dr. could not get the endoscope to pass threw so it was dilated with a 10fr ballon. Once I woke up in recovery, for the 1st time since my surgery I was able to drink a cup of anything without it being uncomfortable. I feel so blessed to have this over.

Even with the trouble I had, I wouldn't change a thing about my surgery. I am still groggy from the meds so I am going to lay down. I will post again tomorrow to let you all know how I am doing...

I have been throwing up since 8pm last night (even my water)!! I can't take this unbearable pain any longer..... I will update you all later on this evening.

Hello my OH Family,

Today is the 1st of April and I did not meet my goal of being 195 by today. I am 13 pounds away from making that goal. I am not going to beat myself up about it, the weight will come off in it's on time. I am blessed to being losing at all.

I am on my way to my Bioligy class, so I will chat with you all later on..

I'm have lost 23 pounds so far and I am truly blessed beyound measure.  I am still throwing up alot and I am praying that it's nothing big. Maybe my pouch need some extra love and care. I will know more on friday when I see my Dr.

Is there anyone else out there that is experiencing what I am going through right now??

I am not feeling so good, for the past two days I have been throwing up what I eat. I contacted my Dr. and I may have to be scoped (pray for me that I don't have to) I have to go back to the liquids..

Has anyone else experienced this and if so, how was it handled?