well here i am again

Aug 29, 2013

 I'm a married mother of 3 kids, one granddaughter and one on the way. I'm 37 over weight, unhealthy and not happy. this will be my third time taking the steps to the gastric bypass.. 

         So from the beginning.. I've always  been over weight and have been on diets and up and down with my weight like a roller coaster ride. in 2004 was the first time i was taking the steps to get the surgery had a date and all  then i got scared and backed out. decided since i had just lost a lot of weight i would just go forward with the diet and lose the weight on my own. i had lost 64 pounds and gained  most of it back. five years later i once again took the steps this time the  psychologist kept telling me i wasn't ready for it and that i wanted it to badly and the out come wouldn't live up to my standards and goals (really??? want it to badly? of course i did) so told me i needed 6 more weeks of sessions so this was very upsetting and for a person who was scared the first time this to me was a sign and with insurance  issues and losing faith i was spent again. Brings us to today, about a month or so ago my sons tells me if he can lock his figured when he hugs then im not really that and he could but barely and besides having diabetes, high blood pressure and sore everywhere im sick of being fat. im sick of walking a block and sweating like i just ran two miles. im sick of not being able to breath. im sick of not going places because im fat and don't want people to look at me and to tired to walk around. so i called dr. lalors office in bowling green Ohio and made an appointment for my first seminar and im very excited about this. its all been thinking about about and talking about. im so ready to change my life for the better. i feel more educated about every thing with researching on here and also YouTube which i look at videos about the surgery and peoples journeys  so i really want to do this n be successful 

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