thickmamie4u

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hey friends i just want to thank those who have taken time to answer my emails im sorry i take long to get back but i hardly get online its will be two months on the 13 i had my surgery and boy has it been the hardest two months of my life ive never felt so alone. ive lost 30pds and many of you would say great job but its been three weeks i havent lost a pound i have yet to expierence this rapid weightloss everyone talks about i already feel like i have failed in regards to my operation i havent had any protein shakes they make me nauseuos havent drank vitamins in three weeks. eating boy is that diffucult i have yet to find anything i can tolerate that doesnt make me throw up or cause pain and discomfort i know i cant be the only one that has or is going through this. and i dont know bout u guys but i feel so alone during this whole expierence please dont get me wrong i have family and friends that support me but they have no idea what its like. my mind and body are at two different stages i feel lost i dont know what im doing wrong or maybe i do i just dont know what to do to fix it. so ive decided to come the one place where i know people know and understand first hand what im going through. so please anyone who can help i welcome ur comments and emails with open arms. so i guess i am pleading out please help i need to know im not the only one