serenity_
(copied and pasted from old profile)
I have always been overweight ever since i can remember. I just didnt know it until I was actually humiliated by the kids in my new neighborhood at age 9 . My mom tried putting me on diets when i was young, but was always so busy that it would never last.
When I was a teen it got to the point where i couldnt stand it anymore and basically became anorexic to shed my extra pounds. I would literally eat like 1 piece of toast and black cofee for breakfast, a single grapfruit for lunch and a salad for dinner. I also walked to school, from school and after dinner. Back then i had the willpower and strange competitive edge with the girls from highschool to motivate me to keep on trying.
I had a little girl in july of 2000 and have gained weight steadily over the years. I've changed alot mentally since then and have been trying to lose the weight (normally) all over again and have failed miserably. Also I'm having problems with my health more and more as time goes on. Lately I've been having trouble sleeping and feel like I cant breathe. I have developed insulin resistance along with PCOS. I want out of this!!
The last few things I have tried were Lindora medical weight loss center and Adipex with no luck!! I developed a tolerance to the Adipex withing 4 days. I also gained back all 20 pounds that i lost with lindora and some more. Ive been trying to exercise (walking) but everytime i do i seem to get hurt and am unable to walk for days. My ankle feels like it has been sprained for 2 months. I feel like this is my last resort, I am ready to make the permanent change.
