Emotions

Jul 26, 2013

I really cannot believe how many different emotions I have running through my head right now. I am so excited to change my life and become a healthier person. I am most scared of my food addiction. I know I'll never be cured from my food addiction, but I do think I will be able to figure out ways to deal with it and to make healthier decisions. I am scared about surgery a little bit, but I have been putting a brave face on for everyone who asks (Family&Friends) just for the simple fact that I don't want any of them worrying about me more than they already are. I think that this surgery isn't for everyone, but I do think it's for me. & I think that if it wasn't meant to be, giving the fact of me being so impatient I would've given up a long time ago. I think that there have been so many bumps along the road that I have overcome that at the time I didn't think I could. I Know that everyone has these emotions and I know that I am a strong person and I need to improve my life by making myself healthier with this tool. 

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