2 weeks out

Feb 04, 2010

 just uploaded a before photo.
yesterday was the stress test and the pre op class.

I know I am doing this for the right reasons but I am starting to get nervous.

I guess the biggest fear at the moment is getting through the pre op diet.
The doc said that I need to drop 25 pounds minimum or they will push the date back.

I have been waiting for this for so long, I dont want to mess up now.

Almost all the ducks are in a row now.
Got the scales(bathroom and food)
got 2 good blender cups and a good blender for the house.
cleaned all the tempting stuff out of the pantry(being single with no roommates has its advantages!)
The cash for the self pay is covered and in the bank
work has been notified, just need to deal with the short term disability people in case I am out for more than a week.

I know I can do this. I know its going to be good for me.

I am scared that I am going to sabotage myself some how.

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