Depression is kicking in...

Apr 20, 2010

 I dont know what to do with my self. had the surgery 15 days ago and im sooooo depressed. how do i get out of this ugly feeling? i guess I didnt do my research. I didnt know how much was gonna be taken from me. My whole lifestyle has to change. Im not even excited about my wedding and honeymoon. Ive lost 20 pounds and that hasnt made me happy at all. i had heart burn all last nite and wanted to throw up all day yesterday. Protein taste nasty. I can barely drink a whole 8oz of it. This is soooo Effed up I cant turn back.

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