May 10th, 2005 - okay! I am 3 weeks out and feeling pretty good! but, I find that sometimes I am so tired!!! The last couple days I have been feeling very down.... still trying to figure out where I stand with this whole eating thing..... I went to the grocery store yesterday and felt very overwhelmed reading all the labels and trying to make sure I have all the right things.....I just felt like everybody was staring at me, thinking what the heck is she reading all the labels for? I hated feeling like that...... then to top everything off, I threw up this morning for the first time.... yuck! I had some apple and apparently it didn't agree with me! trial and error I guess....
Other than my initial one week post op check and finding out that I lost 18 lbs. I have not weighed myself since. I am trying to wait until 1 month post op so I can feel that feeling of shock again!! and satisfaction....
6weeks until out trip to Disney, I know I should be feeling excited, but I am kind of dreading the fact that I have to purchase all new clothes to go..... and a bathing suit, not looking forward to that!!! I kind of like hiding behind all the baggy clothes!!! at least I feel comfortable there!!!!
Just alot of changes going on right now..... going to look at a new house tomorrow and this is getting to me too!! I want this one so bad..... but how high of a price am I going to have to pay?
Well.... enough for today, hopefully tomorrow I will be in a better frame of mind!!
