Nijaz79
I never thought of myself as a skinny person. I always had issues with my body image. Now when I look back at what I used to weigh I think to myself I must have been crazy, I was so small. I started rally gaining the weight after I had my daughter and went through a rough break up with my daughters father. I was very depressed for over a year and used food as my only source of relief from the depression. My weight balooned to over 270. I was misserable, and unhappy. I thought that I would never be able to not feel self confident and attractive again. I set my mind on loosing weight. I tried the south beach diet and it did work to a point. The hardest thing was staying on it long term. I never went back to eating and not caring again but I started and stopped my south beach diet to many times to remember. It has taken over a year but I have dropped down to 194 pounds. I am enjoying the way I am looking but am not to where I wanna be. So my goal right now is to get down to 150. I know that once I reach that goal I will probably set a new one but for now 150 will do. My biggest issue is how long this whole weight loss thing is taking. I cant believe that in a year I did not loose all the weight. I am getting frustraited and just need some new energy to keep going.
