Life is a box of Chocolates

Aug 09, 2011

I am coming up to yet another anniversary of my RNY surgery, I was depressed and ready to give up on life and now I have so much to live for and have to live for.
I have real reason now, not just myself and alot of it is because of the surgery.  I have been told "I took the easy way out", well, no, I did not, I lost the weight, then had a baby and the weight came back, not all of it!!! I I all Have to do it all over again, so none of it is easy".
For some day are very hard and I do not feel as if I will ever make it, til I like at my Gift from God, my daughter, Savannah.
I was told I would never have children, now I have her and a husband that I wish each and everyone of my friends could be blessed with one as kind, caring, loving, and understanding as Chris. Yes, he is over board sometimes, but I have never had a love that was real before, so for this I thank The Blessed God for Putting own paths together.
Chris has been promoted to General Manager of his own car lot and this little family will be moving to TN, at the end of this month. We will have a pool for exercising again and this I can not wait for.
I have been working hard on losing back down, due to a promise I made myself. I will never go back to 300 lbs again. When I hit 286lbs, I hit pissed at myself. I have been lazy and not doing right by myself, their is no excuse and I am not making any, just have to do the work all over again. I put myself back on excercises, torn knee up, went to doctor and she stepped in.. I love my doctor.
With her help with dietian and diet plan, more vitamins I have lost 14 lbs in 3 weeks. I weighed in at 272 lbs on Aug 8 2011.
I will get there. With God's Help!!! Word of advice... I have run into major problems with broken ribs, cracks ribs..etc.. calicum.... take extra vitamins, something I don't remember being told, however, I have moved arround so much right after the surgery that I did not even have a 6 months  screening with my dorctor, so I say again, take your vitamins. B-12 , B-6, Calcium, vitamin D. Milk makes my very ill.

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