Onederland

Mar 25, 2010

As of this morning the scale says 199. And its fucking awesome! Sorry for the language but it is. It still hasn't sunk in all the way but man am I happy about it.

I am doing ok. Still struggling with demons. I hate that cookies and bread and shit hold such a tight grip on me. Its a lifelong process. I am not going to go back to that fat girl though.

I love going out. I love dancing and I love getting hit on. Even if its not by the hottest guys at the club. I could care less who's hitting on me as long as I get hit on.

I have lost 127 lbs since surgery and 177 from my heaviest. NUTZ. I have 61 more to loose. I'm gonna do it. I have to do it. I owe it to myself. Seeing a one starting the numbers on the scale is so cool. It will only get better.

I look at Nancy and I'm like damn she looks good. I can't wait to be there. I really can't.

Anyway dyeing eggs with the kiddos today so I won't blah blah blah on and on.

Thanks if you read this.

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