Lost my way

Mar 11, 2014

Well I lost my way.  I spent the last 3 yrs caring for my mom.  The last yr she became like a 1 yr I had to feed her change her lift her bathe her.  Sadly she went to be with the lord 11/23/13.  I had got up t 323 I was so depressed I still miss her everyday.  I would do anything to have her back although I know she is in a better place and out of pain.  I finally started back to work at a temp agency for apartments working about 3 das a week getting my foot back in the door.  I weighed the other day I was down to 309 so I am going in right direction again.  I really need to get under 300 again to get the motivation.  I have always put everyone else 1st and it is so hard to take care of me.  I know I can do this one day at a time.  I still haven't been back to any support groups and I really need to.  Hopefully next time I post I will be back in the 200's :-)

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