kder25
September
Sep 05, 2012
So I have finally come to terms with my ever changing body. I was having some anxiety about getting rid of my now far too large clothing. I guess I was kinda in the mindset that I may need them back at some point. So tonight I will be sorting and boxing up my old stuff. I do need to make room for new stuff. I am really excited about it. This months starts a new semester at school in addition to working full time. It will be a challenge to get my exercise in and still stick to the plan. I have the greatest faith in myself though, no self doubt!!! On a personal note things did not fair well with my newly single friend. However I did run into a old friend and made a fabulous reconnection. No expectations this time, it always leads to disappointments. Feeling marvelous!!!!
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6 months, 1 week out
Aug 22, 2012
So the last week has been an absolute nightmare for me. My emotions have been all over the place from anger to crying. I had my 6 month follow up visit and everything is going well. I'm on track with my weight loss and following the program. Personally I'm dealing with the backlash of jealous haters, saying they can't see where I've loss any weight. I am the type of person to usually let comments like that slide but lately they have been making me angry. Some of the comments are coming from a fellow wls patient. What nerve?? I also was "seeing" a certain gentleman that I haven't heard from in a few days. Bringing me down again. It's hard not to think "Hey when will I ever get my happily ever after!!!" I start with the negative thoughts and second guessing myself. I know that I deserve happiness and nothing but the best in my life. Just struggling lately. Here's to a better month....hopefully :(
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5 months out
Jul 26, 2012
I have finally overcome a 6 week stall, was worried that the scale would not get moving again. Down 90 pounds and 47.5 inches overall!!!! I had to make some adjustments to my food intake and increased the number calories. It seems to be workin for now. I really need to get motivated in moving my a**. I detest exercise but try to walk several times a week always trying to increase the speed and distance. I even tried to jog a little bit the other day NOT quite ready for that yet. I have been enjoying wearing the clothes that have been hidden away in the closet. I must say I am a clothes whore and hoarder. I have always liked wearing cute and sexy outfits. You always need to dress to impress. Which brings me around to the subject of men....lol!! I am a total flirt and never have had a problem attracting men. Of course they tell you with wls you will start getting more attention as you lose weight. I'm getting so much attention its hard to divide up my time for dates. However one of my good friends that I am very attracted to recently became single. It would be nice to think that there may be potential there but will wait and see. Fingers crossed and waitin for romance ;)
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3 Months
May 17, 2012
Well it has been awhile since I have posted. Been busy working, exercising, finishing up the semester, and keeping track of my new way of life. It has been hectic and sometimes crazy. I had one of the best semesters in school than I have had in a long time. Completely unhappy with my work situation so I have been looking for something new. Health wise......I feel GREAT!!!!!! I have dropped over 60 pounds in 3 months. I can walk farther than I have in a long time without becoming winded or tired. At first it was hard to notice any physical change but I can definitely see it now. I am fitting into clothes I havent worn in 2 years. Thankfully I am one of those that has saved the clothes that were too small so I haven't had to buy anything new. Except a new dress for a wedding that I will be attending. Super cute and unlike what I would have worn before. I might even try heels maybe. Feeling more confident and successful than ever!!!!!!
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Leap day- 2 weeks out
Feb 29, 2012
It has been two weeks since my gastric bypass. The procedure went well and I had no complications. The first few days were very rough. I was in a lot of pain and kept wondering what I had done to myself. I came home after two days in the hospital. Just being home made me feel a bit better. I have been on a full liquid diet that was not that bad. I can say that I am so sick of protein shakes!!!!!! yuck yuck. There have been no problems with my diet. I have taken my time and followed my diet. I have not been nauseous or been sick. I have been really tired and nap here and there. I have been going for short walks to get my exercise in. Today was the first day I was out and about. I took my vehicle to the garage and had to go grocery shopping. YES....grocery shopping. Today I get to start pureed foods. I have never looked forward to something so much. I had cottage cheese and I am going to have some chicken for dinner. Feeling much better overall. Downside right now I'm at a stall in my weight loss. I am down 17lbs since surgery. I am not disappointed I was expecting the stall. Looking forward to getting more active including going back to work.....never thought I would say that. lol Can't wait to see what the future holds.
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Surgery Eve
Feb 14, 2012
So here I am 12 hours from the time I need to be at the hospital. I am not really scared and kind of mellow given the surgery is tomorrow. For the last two days everyone keeps asking me if I am scared. I was when I first got the date but after reflection I am just excited. I know that I am doing what is right for me. I trust my surgeon and the bariatric center. I know if I continue without surgery that I will end up in an early grave from obesity complications. Although I am not scared I have been very emotional. Every person that wishes me good luck almost brings a tear to my eye. I think it is because I appreciate having so many people that care about me. You never know who is there for you until situations like this. I even went to see an old friend who I have always had bond that is unexplainable. We do not see each other often because he is in a relationship with a jealous person. He wished me well and I know he absolutely means it. I guess there more than friendship feelings there on my part. He was the one person I needed to see before tomorrow. Anyhow I have all my food supplies ready. I need to pack, take my before pics, and I will be all set. Next time I post I will be on the losers bench finally. Lots of Love!!!
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Pre-op diet begins
Feb 06, 2012
Today is the start of my 9 day pre-op liquid diet. The shakes are not great but not absolutely horrible. I purchased a few sugar free jellos and puddings that were recommended as add ins for flavor. I will try these tomorrow and hopefully the flavor is better. It is going to be a long 9 days but i am glad that I do not have to do it any longer. I am focused on getting to my goal of being healthy. 9 days, surgery, and the rest of my life!!!! I had been very anxious once I got my surgery date but I have become more relaxed. I know I am making the right choice and have great support from friends, family, and co-workers. OH has been very helpful also....I find everyones story relevant regardless if it is from a newbie or a vet. This community has reassured me of my decision.
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Changes
Jan 16, 2012
So last week I got an unexpected call from the surgeons office. The call went to voicemail. As I listened to the voicemail I knew I was going to hear something bad. They needed to reschedule my surgery....ugh really!!! I had already requested the time off let my family know so they could take the time off. I returned the call to my surgeons office and I kept a calm attitude toward the situation. The person appreciated this and said thank you and I said well anger doesn't get you anywhere. My surgery date got moved up a week to Feb 15. I was so happy!!! I really thought they were going to push it to later. So with a new date less than a month away my excitement level is high as well as my anxiety level. I keep second guessing myself. Deep down I know this is the best route for me to take but I keep thinking about statistics, complications, etc.
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I got the date!!!!
Jan 03, 2012
Well I found out on Friday that my surgery date is Feb 22!!!!! Super excited but a bit nervous. I can't wait to find myself on the losers bench.
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December 2011
Dec 21, 2011
I had an appointment on 12/19, basically a follow up and see where we're at. Up 2.5 pounds since my last visit a month ago. I have been eating a bunch of junk I shouldn't. Can't seem to get the last meal syndrome to go away yet. With Christmas soon approaching it will be even more difficult. It could be my last Christmas huge dinner, the last sugar cookie, or the last candy. UGH!!!! Going to try to do my best. The review committee did give the go ahead for surgery even with my bmi over 60. Just waiting for the insurance approval still. It would be a great Christmas gift if I heard by the end of this week. Next appointment is in one month, they want to see some weight gone. Thinking about joining a gym because getting any walking in is a pain it's too cold outside. I do have some anxiety about the gym it would be at a local college and I do no want to have to deal with looks or remarks from the students. Time to find a workout buddy and get moving. Happy Holidays to all!!!
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About Me
Potsdam, NY
Location
47.1
BMI
Surgery
02/15/2012
Surgery Date
Nov 10, 2011
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