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8 WEEKS AND 2 DAYS AND I WILL BE ON THE LOSERS BENCH!!! IM SO SCARED/NERVOUS/FRUSTRATED! IM JUST A BUNDLE OF EMOTIONS. AND UNFORTUNATELY ITS NOT JUST ABOUT THIS SURGERY. GET IT TOGETHER ASHLEE!!!

GOT AN EMAIL TODAY... APPROVED... THANK YOU GOD!!!. SINCE IM GOING TO MEXICO, IM WAITING ON PASSPORT :( HOWEVER I HAVE TO DO 8 WEEKS PRE OP DIET... YUCK... BUT I UNDERSTAND WHY.. I MEAN I HAVE A BMI OF 68.0. SO I GUESS ILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO...IM SO EXCITED I COULD CRY. IN FACT, I DID, AT WORK, IN THE HALLWAY.... OH WELL. HAPPY TEARS... WHICH I HAVE NOT HAD IN A LONG LONG LONG TIME!!! AND I HAD PREPARED MYSELF FOR A DENIAL B/C, WELL THATS WHAT HAS HAPPENED THE LAST 3 TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO HAVE SURGERY DONE. THANK JESUS! IS ALL I CAN DO AT THIS POINT... MEXICO HERE I COME, READY OR NOT.

today i submitted my health questionnaire. so excited, yet scared to death at the same time . i hate that feeling. it really gets my anxiety up... i almost wanna throw up im so excited. its all in the hands of Mexico Bariatric Center and dr ponce de leon. feeling hopeful! yet questioning that im doing the right thing.