Suck it Up Buttercup

Apr 26, 2016

I've been pushing myself to drink more water and I'm at 64 oz. today.  I've been stalled for this entire month and it's been bugging me more and more each day.  I'm also being very careful with my food too - not eating too many carbs and I'm going to have a protein drink as my evening snack to get all my protein in for today.  I see my shrink on Thursday, I think the depression is getting a little worse.  I've been thinking about how I've been living with a scarcity mindset for too long now, and I have to reset my thoughts somehow to find a place of abundance within.  I've been holding things too closely too the vest, trying to protect.... what?  Myself from the unknown, the uncertainties of life, I guess.  Trying to keep juggling all these stinky balls that are the circumstances of my life.  Trying to freshen them up - and WLS is a big step in doing that.

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