The Rollercoaster...

Aug 08, 2009

In  the past week I swear I have run the gambit of emotions. Everything from Excitement and Happiness to the utter pits of depression. I've had a few situations where all I wanted to do was sit and eat. There have been times where I got upset just because I couldn't overindulge myself like I usually did. I miss the pleasure and happiness that even just the taste of some of my favorite foods gave me.

Getting real for a minute..... where did being able to eat all that shit and overeat all the time get me? It got me HERE... to the point where I became so overweight I needed SURGERY to lose it.

I'm trying so hard to keep perspective and keep my priorities straight. Eating was my vice. I don't smoke, drink or do drugs anymore... now I don't have eating to turn to anymore either. Ugh.

I need to be careful... shit is just getting to me so bad right now! Even my kids are getting on my nerves.

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