Ok... I'm still gaining - Up to 173 this morning

Jun 30, 2011

I come here when I think I'm going to straighten up... but I never stick to it.  I'm trying to be disciplined.  I just don't have it.  I'm trying to convince myself that I have to make changes that will last forever.  Yes reach goals but go beyond that.  I really need to change the way I live.   I reach goals.. or I have in the past.  It's just once I reach the goal I relax or go back to what I know.  It's not work.  I'm lazy.  I want to change everything in my mind to make it permanent.  Make new style my preference over the old stuff.  If this is confusing to you, don't worry about it.  I'm trying to find something to cling to that will get me where I was (140) and stay there.

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