Update- down 89lbs

Mar 16, 2013

So I weighed in yesterday as it was my official 1 month, but got on the scale today and was down another 5 pounds? I don't really understand it but I'll take it. So instead of losing 7lbs last month this brings it to 12lbs. It's probably because I've been pretty nauseous lately and haven't felt like eating at all. There are times when I emotional eat, and other times when my emotions make me so sick to my stomach that the thought of food is repulsing. This is one of those times. So yeah down 12lbs for the month, 89 all together, Still struggling with the body dysmorphia issues as well as other emotional issues that are causing my head to spiral in bad directions (a break up has been the cause of most of this) so I have decided that this coming week I am going to seek professional help for my emotions, I realize I need it right now and I don't want to be a failure because of my emotional issues, Hopefully by next month I'll have some positive news.

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