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Okay...so yeah...it's been a million and one years since I posted on here.  I'm down to 239.00 from my highest weight ever of 330.00. My goal is 199 so I'm almost there.  It's been 6 months since I've been sleeved...and I haven't done as good as I could be doing because I'm a fat ass and fat asses like to eat...hahahaha.  But I've made a decision and that is...I'm getting back on the band wagon....which is why I log on today...I want to rededicate myself to my weight loss mission...so I'm going to start walking and for real exercising...and I'm going back on my post op diet to kick start my weight loss!!!  I have gone thru allot of stuff in the past 6 months...I lost a dear friend to cancer...I directed my first show!!!  And best of all...I'm in a loving relationship...so it's no wonder I fell all kinds of off....but I'm back....cause I wanna get to my goal before my Best Friends Wedding in May.....so here's to life, love, and the shedding of 40.00 pounds!!!!!  Yay!!!  Go Team!!!  Ra-Ra-Shoo-Shoo-Ra  and All That JAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...That JAZZZZZZZ!!!!!

Well I made it.  I went to Mexico and got sleeved!!!!  Now I am at my parents house "resting"...yeah right...they are driving me crazy.  My sister came over to check on me and her husband BBQed....BBQED!!!!  Who does that???  I was soo mad I went and hid in my room.  I know they have to eat...and I'm fine...but why would you do THAT???  That's all I could smell...and we aren't talking tossing some bolony on grill...they went all out....oh well....I just wanted to go home to MY house where nobody is eating anything cause it's just me!!!  BASTARDS!!!!

Lord will this pre-op diet madness ever end???  whew!!!  Well my surgery is Tuesday...so 5 days away....it still hasn't sunk in yet.....

Today is the first day of my pre-op diet and I'm just gonna take this opportunity to be a diva and say....I want a damn cig!! Hahaha...Vinny is talking me down...but I still want one. :)  And I want FOOD.....so..this must be why I'm fat..hahahaha...I'mma make it thru...I can see now that it ain't gonna be easy...but I'mma make it!!!  Cause like Vinny says....I'm gonna be SOOO HOT!!! :) FA SHO!!!

Got my confirmation email that my deposit  check has reached my case worker!!!  This IS happening ya'll.....Yeppers!!!!

I got my check!!!  Now I'm just waiting for this redic hold to lift.  Has anybody ever heard of them releasing 100 bucks up front...another so much in 3 business days, then the rest 7 business days after that??  Well that's what the crazy at the bank told me...and I was like...Seriously?  This is what we're doing??  I mean, Really??...I'm not on Punk'd right now??  Oh..I'm not..this is real...REALLY!!!!!  So..Yeah......

ION: I mailed off my deposit for my surgery yessaday...This is real folks...I'm really doing it!!! :)

Somebody PLEASE send me some good energy to make it thru the weekend of JCSS and HAIR!!!  Why come didn't anybody pull me aside and say "Girl, you might not want to do back to back musicals this summer..You remember what happened last year with RENT and Jekyll & Hyde"...where those friends at???  Just got me out here struggling....WHEW!!!  Here I go....Chin up, Chest out..it's SHOWTIME!!!!

Well....I'm just counting down the days now.  Looks like my money is going to come thru ( waiting on the check) and after that happens it's just a matter of putting down my deposit and buying the airplane tickets.  Went to the Dr last week and she basically told me that I wasn't allowed to go to Mexico...well I'm going...so get over it!!! Hahaha.  Jesus Christ Super Star is going great...HAIR...not so much.  I just can not get the song White Boys...it's sitting right in the break of my voice and is FRUSTRATING me...hahaha...plus I let my diabetes get all outta wack and my shingles broke out...I've been having a hard week ya'll...Does anybody know how hard it is to be a DIVA with shingles???  OR do an 8-count with dizziness...it's VERY hard...hahaha...but I'm gonna keep on keeping on!!!! Hahahahaha...I shant be defeated...hahahaha. :)  Well that's all I've got right now...oh...wait...why is it sooo friggin hard to post pics on this site??

And also....and this may cause overshare...but for those of you that have lost a lot of weight...what is that first intimate encounter like???  I'm talking post weight-loss but pre plastics??  Or is this a question for the callboard??

Okay...so I am HORRIBLE at dieting....and I need some help!!!  Would anybody be willing to share with me EXACTLY what they ate for Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner...for their pre-op diet?  Telling me to count carbs and fats is like talking to me in Greek!  I need examples so that I'll know which way to go and so that I'll know that I'm on the right track.  PEEZE. :)

So....the time is going by so fast, yet sooo slowly!!!!  Not even the summer musicals have been able to take my mind off my upcoming surgery.  And why when you tell people that you are considering WLS in Mexico, they look at you like you have grown 2 heads???  Bottom line is, I need the surgery, my insurance wont cover it, I can't afford it here, go there.  I think I am pissy because almost everybody is like...Well they aren't as good as American Doctors...um why not....Because they are in Mexico....Um..Okay..they are MEXICAN...shouldn't they practice in MEXICO???  Whatev...I'm over it...I'm tired of waiting and it shows...hahaha...I'm being a Grumpy Gretta and I know it.  On the flip side...Jesus Christ SuperStar opened and altho my head piece makes me sweat, it's a good show!!  And we had the first HAIR rehearsal lastnight..and I was ROCKING Aquarius if I do say so myself...hahahaha:)  Seriously, it's shaping up to be a great show...and the day after HAIR closes I get my surgery.....YAY!!!