Closer to my GB...

Jan 22, 2013

I have my Psych evaluation at 11 am on Thursday... I am terrified and excited all together. I have no clue what to expect, I know that i am closer to my operation and its kind of sinking in little by little. I am going  to change my life for ever. I have doubts as I'm sure anyone that has undergone this ordeal has too. I just keep telling myself, this is for the best, i have to lose this weight for my son and for my health. I have been smaller that my current and highest weight ever, but i have never know what it is to be thin, my ideal weight is supposed to be  125-135 pounds. I almost cant believe this is becoming a reality for me. I am going to do everything the way I'm supposed to, i have been researching and collecting articles regarding this procedure for over 2 years. I finally made up my mind when i had an asthma attack playing with my son outside in the Florida summer. I decided to take my information and made my appointment with Dr. Hoddinott at the Ocala Regional Hospital. I received a setback upon finding out that I needed 6 months of dr visits prior to booking my surgery. I was disappointed but not discouraged, I have been eating healthier foods and have increased my activities more. I have not lost as much weight as I thought I would actually. I figured I'd get a jump on the 200 pounds i have to lose... I have lost about 8 lbs which is not much, but hey... I'll take it!! 

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