Here comes my anniversary

Nov 12, 2009

 yeah, here comes my anniversary, and I'm not even close to my goal... Feeling pretty down about that.  I know its my own doing tho.  I seem to think that this tool was the cure all and forgot that i need to work it!  I also can come up with lots of excuses as to why i not working things out properly... I don't even know what to say. I'm just so embarrassed.  I was so excited that i finally got down under 190, then the next day i was back up to 192.  I just don't know.  I don't even know where to go on this site anymore.  I scared of being attacked like i've seen some people.  Even tho i know that the attackers are right.  Everything i've read from them applies to me also, yet, here i am, still whining!  argh!

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