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 I had to regroup and get my mind right!! Can I say that Im losing weight that I had already lost.  I made a piss poor decision to get Depo-Provera thinking that since I had the surgery I wouldn't experience the weight gain that most people get. WRONG!!! I was eating everything in sight! It was almost like being preggers again so needless to say I did not get my next injection after gaining weight and losing my sex drive.  I wasn't motivated and I felt even worst when I kept seeing that scale go up!!!! Im back on my grind.  Less food.  Better food! ZUMBA!! Oh, I have found a new love in ZUMBA!!!!!! So, Im back and I plan to keep posting about my success!!!!! No more failures and if the scale doesn't move every week thats okay.  I can't beat myself down or I wont ever make my goal!!

that I would at least post once a month once I started this page and since my weight has plateaued I just stopped writing and thats not what I want.  I love the fact that Im smaller but Im not where I want to be.  I have lost that drive and that spunk that I had over the summer.  I need some motivation because I want to lose the final 50 pounds.  Its important to me that the weight comes off.  I believe that I haven't been posting because I feel like Im a loser by not doing as well as others that have this surgery and done extremely well.  I know that I can do it and I will.  Back to my weight lost grind!! I wish everyone the best I will be posting more pics soon!! 

 All I can say is bah hum bug! I wish everyone a great holiday!!! Ill see you next year!! Praying 2011 will be better!

I want to say that things are going.  Im starting to see that I am able to eat more than I could.  Good and Bad!! I have been at a standstill for awhile so its now time to look at my eating habits and get my butt back in the gym.  My husband and I separated again and so I have had to adjust my schedule to drop my daughter off at daycare.  My money is not the same but I know the Lord has my back so if it takes a little longer to reach my personal goal I am okay with that.  I have to understand I have the tool now its time for me to work it!!!! I hope all you guys and gals have a great holiday! 

 So much has happened in a year! I have become a whole new person with a new outlook on life.  Last year this time I was laying in recovery waiting for a room to become available.  I did my surgery I was alone.  There was no family or friends waiting for me to come out but I came out and came out better than I did before I went in.  I had made the choice to be a healthier and happier me!! Not only for me but for my child.  I was breaking a generational curse that plagued my family and I didn't want to pass it to my child.  In this year I have lost over 100 pounds and found that person that was buried underneath all of the fat and unhappiness! I can move and keep up with my child.  I have discovered that I have a love for working out.  I am free to be me! I have endured a lot of pain this year.  I lost my mother! I lost my biggest cheerleader and fight that urge to sit down and find my happiness in food again.  As, I start another year and hope to lose my last 30+ pounds to reach my own personal goal.  I hope that things get better for me and my family and I wish everyone that is starting the journey to happiness...much success. Never give up!!

 So close to being a year out and I still have a bit of a journey to go.  I am so glad that I made the choice to have this surgery and I hope that by me doing this I will continue the path of healthiness and just being more conscious of what I eat and how I live.  I havent broken my stall but Im still very happy that I have lost the pounds that I have.  

 I have been going to the gym faithfully everyday and now I have hit a sho nuff stall!!!! I was losing even if it was .6 or .4 it was something.  I wont lose the drive to keep pushing but I really want it to move so that I can get into a hot mama swimsuit for my trip to Jamaica in October! It doesn't even have to be hot mama!!! lol!! Just a suit is fine with me!!!! 

 here I am!!! Still working out and trying to get off these last few pounds!!!  33 to my own personal goal.  My dr actually never gave me a goal (that I know of) to meet for the office but in two months I will be going back for my 12 month appointment and I hope that at least half of it is gone.  I will definitely be looking in the direction of having plastic surgery.  I really want/need a breast lift now that I have lost the weight.  My breast have gone done and there is too much skin that Im not comfortable with.  I wish everyone much love and until next time  smooches!

 I hope that everyone stayed cool in all of this hot weather(if you are on the East Coast).  I cant believe that it has been in the 100(s).  It seems like I have seen Satan out and about for these past couple of days!! :) My post today isnt really all about the weight loss, per se, but more so the fact that as the days go by...the lonelier I become.  Im really starting to miss my mother and its hitting me hard that I wont ever hear her voice again.  I try to tell myself to chalk it up and get over it.  That Im not the first person to experience a lost and to move on with my life but she was my best friend.  Truly...even though we had our arguments (which most people do) I enjoyed talking to her.  Hearing her insight! She was truly an amazingly smart and talented woman!! There are questions that I guess will go unanswered because I would be ashamed to ask anyone without them judging me.  I said all that just to say...treasure your parents/loved ones because you never know how much longer you will have them around.  No one is promised tomorrow!! I appreciate all of you!!!!! Be Blessed!!

 I made my goal!!! Im 100 pounds lighter! I cant thank God enough for this opportunity!! I have not been this small in over 10 years!!!! Im snapping photos and thinking I'm cute!!!!