Beadle
3 months post op
Sep 01, 2013
I can't believe it has been 3 months since surgery. I remember thinking back to those first few days after surgery and thinking what have I done to myself? Now I can say I gave myself a chance to live. This has been the best decision I have made. It hasn't always been easy but nothing in life should be easy. Have I changed over the 3 months both physically and emotionally definitely, do I have challenges still facing me, absolutely but I know I will prevail. I finally cleaned out my closet and I have started to feel like the bag lady. I give a bag of clothes to a friend and another friend gives one back to me. I was amazed when I got my bag that I could fit into 14 pants, large skirts and shirts. That is almost too much for me to understand. I am also very close to ONDERLAND. Hopefully within a week or two I will be there, a place I haven't visited since before I graduated highschool and that has been over 23 years ago. I will post pictures later.