4me2be
3 year post op update
Apr 01, 2014
I am still very happy I had the surgery, although I had a 20 lb. weight gain in a very short period of time last fall and Xmas. I was very sad and down, but now I kicked myself in the butt and got moving. First by walking more, then by eating less sugar and processed food, and now I work out with a personal trainer. I am feeling so much better and have lost 5 lbs over a 4 week period. I am on the right path and will continue exercise as part of my life. Although the 5 lbs seems small, it is a good 5 lbs with definite muscle building. I hope to continue with 5 lbs a month and I'm comfortable with this progress. I will give some regular updates. I am eating a more Paleo style type of diet, to keep my carbs down and have had no hunger pangs or cravings, like I had before. Yes, you can gain weight after a by pass because although you don't eat much at one sitting, you can eat more frequently, which was my downfall. I now cleaned out my pantry from all my sugar treats and processed food and I have upped my vegetable intake. I am excited that I am learning how to run on the treadmill, and I am doing sit-ups which I never could do before. My trainer pushes me and I have stopped whining and have embraced his motivation .
Over one year post op!
Apr 27, 2012
long overdue update
Oct 21, 2011
There were many times through the last few months where I would stall with my weight loss but it was usually because I was eating too many sweets etc. When I consciously ate better (think--Canada's food groups!) I did better. I never had any issues with nausea, only a few times i had to lay down if I ate too much or ate too quickly. I am getting better and better at knowing my body and how much I need as time goes by. I get ravenously hungry but a few bites is all I need to get past it. Before surgery it would take a feast to quell a huge hunger! I find that I keep those 100 calorie packages of almonds in my car and my purse and that is a huge lifesaver especially since I'm on the road a lot going from client to client. I work usually 6 hours a day and that suits me well since it is highly physical work. I'm tired at the end of the day but happy! I haven't had too much trouble with wrinkled skin, probably because my weight loss has been gradual...not too fast. Can you believe it! I have had people tell me at my current weight that I should stop losing weight because I look fine!!! Hello...I'm 180 lbs...that is not fine! It's great and better than ever, but that is still not a good BMI to have and my waist size is still too large (37 inches). It's funny how people don't want you to change and if you are reading this you will find that you too will get comments like that. I have told people that not to worry, I won't waste away on them, lol. I have also lost a lot of hair over the last few months, it falls out from all around my head so I don't have any baldness, but I can see that it is growing back, so I'm not too worried. My hair stylist said that is normal with all my weight loss and it will come back.
You can't please everyone and I have gone from being a people pleaser to a person who knows how to say no. The changes you will go through are so positive in so many ways...like being good at making boundaries, knowing when to say no, etc. These are such good skills to have. I don't have any desire to fix people any more. I've become a very good listener now and not a fixer. This is a huge improvement.
PHew! I didn't think I had much to share...but look at this blog!
Working a physical job! WTF!
Jun 25, 2011
Now, for my background....I am a University educated individual with also 2 college diplomas under my belt...why the heck am I cleaning homes!!!
Number 1: I need the money
Number 2: I need the money
Number 3: In my city, most social work (my field of expertise) jobs require you to be fluently bilingual in French and English
Number 4: I have been out of work for over a year with the wait for surgery and post surgery period
Number 5: I was looking into using my credit card (credit card balance is getting up there) again, to obtain a gym membership
Number 6: As a cleaning lady I make my own hours and I am PAID to work out! No more need to use borrowed money to work out!
Number 7: This is a work experience for me that is helping me to achieve a few goals, in the meantime, while I continue in my job search
OK, I have justified my work to you all and I am not ashamed but incredibly proud of myself. I now have (independently) entered the self-employment arena and have 7 clients in 3.5 weeks since I started!
I come home tired but happy that I have a body that is effectively operating on a high level and I have a few bucks in my pocket (cha-ching!). I am 51 years of age and if you told me that I would be doing this kind of work in the past I would not have believed it.
This week I have also learned to give myself one day off a week which I pencil in my planner. This time will be used to enjoy a summer day with my kids or just to do nothing!
I am still losing weight slowly but surely. I am now 202 lbs. and hope to be at 200 for Canada Day in 5 days.
Hope to hear from my readers some feedback!
Love, Virginia xoxo
6 more pounds to wonderland!
Jun 02, 2011
Virginia
Sex
May 26, 2011
My husband and I have been married for 22 years and with my weight gain over the years (and he has gained too- well, not as much as I did) it certainly had slowed down our libido. For myself it was due to embarrassment in the bedroom with my figure. With him....I don't want to speak for him, but I'm pretty sure I know the reason and perhaps it had to do with my weight.
Well, with the 40 lb weight loss thus far, I must say we are doing better and better. From once a month (before surgery) to now (8 weeks post op).... this week.....ta dah....2 times....yippee! I feel that this is the measure of success in our relationship because as many of you know it is the most intimate way of being with your mate and connecting. I feel fulfilled (wink wink) and I totally feel like my gastric by-pass has been a success.
I am renewed this morning in my efforts to lose more (yes...weight loss slows down) weight and to chose wisely the food I consume and to keep exercising.
First Job Interview
May 25, 2011
5 1/2 weeks out: GRATEFUL
May 08, 2011
I can't believe I'm doing this so soon after major surgery and I am pleased that my body is co-operating and healing so well. Kudos to my surgeon Dr. Yelle from the Ottawa Hospital Civic Campus and his team.
I believe I will spend the day tomorrow comatose and taking it easy. I just had to share with all my friends especially those who are awaiting surgery and those who had recently had their surgery. Everyone is different after they recover, so I'm not saying that this is for everyone. My friend who had surgery 14 months ago, told me that she did nothing for the first 3 months. Other people I have read about have returned to work after 4 weeks, so there is a whole gamut of experiences everyone can share.
I am excited and very grateful to feel like I am getting close to normal again.
no weight loss in a week
May 02, 2011
I even had a nasty comment from a family member that surgery wasn`t worth it since you could lose the same weight without surgery! Blah blah blah
I am burning ketones (I still have ketostix from being on Dr. Bernstein) like crazy so I don`t know why I am stalling so badly. I eat about half a cup of protein 3 times a day and the rest is salad or other greens. Un-friggin-believable!
I need to practice patience.....!
30 days post op: 30 lbs loss and feeling great!
Apr 29, 2011
It is officially a month out of surgery and I have posted my one month pictures and I even got my daughter to help me make a split screen before and after. I see a difference, a little here, a little there, and I feel different too! I feel so good, I am happy to get up in the morning and happy to do anything, even housecleaning is more fun! It is amazing how much more mobility you have after a 30 pound weight loss!
I watched the Royal Wedding this morning and was so inspired looking at her beautiful gown and all the other women who had lovely dresses. I haven't worn a dress in ages...I get really big thighs and calves with weight gain...so I'm ever so hopeful to rock a dress again, maybe when I get under 200 lbs. , and a cute summer dress too! I saw another member's blog where she was so excited to have cute sandals with an ankle strap! I can relate to that too! An ankle strap would not be even thinkable before...so many possibilities! I won't be doing any shopping yet, as I do have enough outfits to get down a couple more sizes, but watch out...maybe in the month of June!
Well I'm going on and on but I actually have good news, my husband and I are going out for dinner tonight, for the first time since the surgery and also it has been about 4 months since we last went to dinner just the two of us. I hope we have a lovely, romantic time and enjoy each other's company. I promised to myself I wouldn't bring up any hot topics that could ruin the mood and just focus on each other and having fun. I really feel we need this moment in time to have fun and set the tone for the future. The future looks bright!
Take care all,
Virginia