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Well things are good so far. I've lost 54lbs and am wearing a size 14/12 depends on the pants. Dr or NP said I'm doing great. I feel like I'm losing slower than I should but NP said no I'm doing great. So I'm just going to keep chugging along. I'm feeling depressed today I don't why, but hope it passes soon. I get my stitches out tomorrow from my hand surgery. Sometimes I feel like I didn't have surgery. Sometimes I feel sooo hungry and then some days I can't eat hardly anything. Well I feel like I'm rambling and complaining so I'm just going to stop here.....

So things have been going pretty good. I've lost a total of 42lbs so far. Its definitly easier to do some physical activity. I have a bad back so its hard to do physical work anyway. But anyways I can fit intoa size 14 pants and an xl(19) shirts, so it makes feel like I've made great progress. However when I look in the mirror sometimes I can see I've lost weight but mostly I still see a fat person. Hopefully this gets better and I start seeing me like everyone else does. My hair ooohh my precious hair is falling out I hope it doesn't get to bad, I love my hair and its soooo long. I have a wig I can wear if I need to but hopefully it doesnt come that!! Well lets see where time and life takes us from...hopefully its all good.

So today I'm five weeks post op and still feeling sick most days. I can drink my water all day long, sometimes eat foods, and sometimes drink protein shakes. But most of the time eating and drinking the shakes make me sick and vomit. I'm hoping that all rhia sickness passes soon and I'm able to eat to get my protein in. I weighed myaelf this morning and I'm down 26lbs yay me!! Well I'm going to continue on this journey of a new and improved me and hopefully become happier ans healthier.....

So I woke this morning feeling tired and the nausea had returned, but after I starting drinking water and then ate things have been good. I hope it continues to get better. You know what...I hate the way my meds taste crushed it takes me forever to get them down. Hopefully I don't have to crush them forever. I'll keep you updated on my progress. :)

My surgery went fairly well. I had to be to the hopital(which is about 45mins from my house)at 5am, my surgery was schedule for 7:30am. I woke up in recovery is so much pain and my surgery was done lap. I sure wasn't expecting the pain to be as bad as it was. I was only in the hopital for a day. I came home for the firat few days things were going ok, but then I started to get nauseous and eventually I coulnt eat. I was able to srink my water but that was it. So I drank and drank and drank some more lol. It took a few days but I started feeling better. So I can't wait to see how things go feom here(hopefully better).

I'm 32yrs old and just had RNY on 8/8/2013. I wasn't always obese. After the birth of my first daughter(when I was 16) I went right back to 125lbs, however life happened and I slowly began to gain weight. When I got pregnant with my second daughter I weight about 160lbs, when she was born I weighed 180lbs. Ok so from there I couldn't lose the weight. I continued to gain weight and by the time I delivered my third daughter I weighed 200lbs. I have continued to gain weight since. Before surgery I weighed 242lbs, my highest weight was 247lbs. I know to some it doeant seem like alot but on my 5'3'' frame its hard to carry. I tried all kinds of diets and like everyone else nothing worked long term. So I made the decison to have surgery. So here I go hopefully I'm successful.....I'll keep you updated.