just tired of being tired

May 02, 2012

well I the letter off last friday. Waiting for results(crossing fingers). My sis who had the grastric bypass keeps telling me to call and check in on it to make sure BCBS has recieved it. It took everything I had to keep from crying. I'm tired of my heart being pulled out the socket chewed on and rip to shreds. I don't think I can take another heart break. it hurts it really does and I dont know what to do. I'm crying out to the heavens for help. Lord please help me help me to be strong, help me to go forth and do whats best for me. I need me and u know what only me can take care of me. The main person to count on is me and trust that GOD will be there for me.

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