9 Days Post Op

Sep 07, 2011

Everyday is a struggle to get the doctor prescribed amount of water & protein in.
I'm almost gagging with the protein drinks now.  HATE THEM and their after taste!
I made some homemade chicken soup the other day, skimmed the fat off after cooling,
ran it thru a blender then strained it just to get some wholesome food. 
So limited in what they allow us to eat...all this nasty chemical laden stuff and artificial sweeteners.  
YUK!
How do they expect you to heal and do well eating this crap?

Feeling  depressed, even a little scared thinking what I've done to my body.
I felt at peace prior to my surgery but now I feel like "what have I done to my body?!!"
Not so much that I can't eat large amounts but that I've had more than 3/4 of my stomach
surgically removed!
Its weird and I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way but I know this is my only hope to lose weight.
Just wish I was a stronger person and could of lost the weight on my own.

I'm losing 2 lbs a day!  CRAZY!!!

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