8 weeks out

Nov 22, 2009

I haven't written any updates lately.  I guess because there haven't been any drastic changes.  I am slowly adding in new foods.  I have had a few issues with throwing up, but nothing too crazy.  Exercise is my biggest downfall.  I really need to hit the gym right after work.  I come home and then I don't want to leave again.

I weighed myself today and I am at 230.  I weighed 268 on surgery date and at my highest I weighed 278 so I am pleased with the weight loss.  I really don't see the weight loss when I look in the mirror, but people are commenting that I look thinner.  I kinda makes me uncomfortable because I don't like the attention, but I guess I need to learn how to take a compliment. 

Things with my boyfriend are still pretty strained.  I am not sure if things are going to work out between the 2 of us.  I am changing and want different things and he doesn't want to change.  That's fine, I recognize I can't change anyone else, and right now I am being selfish and focusing on me.  I guess we will see how things work out. 

The Holidays are right around the corner, and Thanksgiving doesn't even appeal to me because I can eat so little, who would have thought?  I hope things continue to go well and I realize that my weight loss will slow down, but so far I am quite happy with my progress.

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