TWO DAYS AND COUNTING!

Jul 21, 2014

Ok, my surgery is Thursday.  I've been really good on my pre-op diet but didn't lose as much as I was thinking I would.  I tried to have the LapBand almost 2 years ago but my liver was too soft and kept breaking on the doc so I woke up over 2 hrs later with nothing!  I was devastated!  Now that same fear is creeping up on me about it happening again and a bad case of "what if's?"  I really want this and I really need this because I want to be healthy and live to enjoy my "golden years" and eventual grandbabies and find my soulmate and get off this gain-lose-gain-lose-GAIN merry-go-round once and for all!  I read about struggles and trials and worry that I can't do it.  Heck, I'm just worrying!  Peek inside my head: OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

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