Am I doing the right thing?

Jul 19, 2014

Am I doing the right thing?  

Have I chosen the best WLS for me?  I mean, if I am struggling THIS hard with the pre-op diet, sticking to it is so hard!  If I could stick to ANY diet, I wouldn't be here!!!!!  I'm mad, irritated........pretty bitchy actually!  Thank GOD I live alone with my sweet dachshunds because I would bite anyone's head off around me at times.

RNT, DS, bipass v my selected surgery, VSG......I have 120 lbs to lose AND KEEP OFF!  I've read posts from fellow WLS patients that lose only 30 lbs then GAIN IT BACK!  That's where I've been many many times after diets that I don't stick with and gain back plus some.  

I'm here to change my lifestyle, not just diet.  I pray that this WLS will be the tool to my success and a new, healthy life for as long as God will bless me.  

I'm stressed.  

I'm nervous.

Yeah, I'm getting scared for the first time in this journey and I'm having second thoughts.

I want to be successful but my track record doesn't support it.

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