Blech!!!

Jul 16, 2014

God I am so tired of sweet on sweet on sweet!  One week from today will be the eve of my LONG awaited surgery and I don't think this time can pass fast enough! 

I would be happy with rabbit food....some fruit, veggies and a bit of seasoning.  Something to CRUNCH and chew.....I'm ok with no meat during this time...heaven knows I chowed down my fair share and a few others shares as well leading up to this liquid diet!  When I did the HCG diet, I got days to 'gorge" prior to starting the diet so I semi did the same thing leading up to this.  I had my last meals at the buffet, my final beer, my mega nachos (MexFood is a serious weekness of mine!)and my last hurrah just eating everything and anything I wanted to eat.  Now, time to get serious!  As serious as I was about my "FINAL" and goodbyes, I am twice, no 100 times more serious about this lifestyle change. 

It's going to be a struggle but I'm reaching out to others, those that don't want to sabbotage me but see me successful and healthy! I've got a lot of highly embedded habits to break but I've changed my lifestyle choices, errrr, bad habits like smoking and drinking to excess with the application of the 12 step program and principles so I choose to apply those same steps and principles in changing my relationship with food...that love-hate relationship....I'm worth it and by God, I'm gonna suit up and show up!

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