Countdown to liquid diet

Jul 06, 2014

and eventually, surgery on July 24th!

I thought "I have to say good-bye to this food or that food"  and threw caution to the wind, eating everything and anything.  After 40+ years of failed diets and dieting mentality that early on led to bulemia, I thought that lack of restraint would be fun but I'm miserable!  I'm retaining fluid, having shortness of breath, and feel like I am 7 months pregnant because I cannot suck in my stomach any more.  My back hurts and I have zero energy.  I find myself actually looking forward to Thursday when I go on liquids.  That's just craaaaaazzy!

I am at my all time highest weight ever and at 53 years old, I am so very ready to turn this around.  I know it's not a majic pill or some easy fix but like Carny Wilson, I am ready to finally face this LOVE/HATE relationship with food and learn to eat to live, rather that live to eat.  

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