Update - 20 months after surgery
I just realized I hadn't posted in a long time, and I wanted to provide some hope for people who are just setting out on their journey. I had my surgery in January 2011, and I've had almost no problems since then. I had a bit of a stricture about 5 weeks out, but that was easily fixed. I still have dumping syndrome when I overdo it, but I'm grateful for that. It keeps me from OD'ing on the cookies. :) I've rediscovered my love of running, and I've run a half-marathon and full marathon since my surgery. I'm currently training for my second marathon.
Here I am about 2 months after surgery when I first started running:
And here I am a few weeks ago, starting training for my second marathon:
I know running isn't everyone's thing, but I think the idea is to find an activity that gives you a feeling of accomplishment. For me, running is my meditation tool -- I have 3 kids and a stressful job, so it's the only time I'm really "just me". It also keeps me goal-oriented. I might never hit that goal weight (I'm sooooo close, but I've been that close for the past 10 months), but I feel better than I ever have in my life. It's been long enough now that I know people who have no idea I was ever overweight, and I love it. I often tell them anyway because I want to clear up misconceptions about RNY, but it's cool to finally meet people who don't say, "Holy cow, I didn't even recognize you!". :)
Here I am about 2 months after surgery when I first started running:
And here I am a few weeks ago, starting training for my second marathon:
I know running isn't everyone's thing, but I think the idea is to find an activity that gives you a feeling of accomplishment. For me, running is my meditation tool -- I have 3 kids and a stressful job, so it's the only time I'm really "just me". It also keeps me goal-oriented. I might never hit that goal weight (I'm sooooo close, but I've been that close for the past 10 months), but I feel better than I ever have in my life. It's been long enough now that I know people who have no idea I was ever overweight, and I love it. I often tell them anyway because I want to clear up misconceptions about RNY, but it's cool to finally meet people who don't say, "Holy cow, I didn't even recognize you!". :)
Thanks! I got really lucky with the knees. I used to have all sorts of back problems, but for some reason my knees never bothered me. (Well, the left knee a little when I was training last year, but not bad enough to stop. And it got better with rest.)
It's funny, but I don't feel like a different person so much as I feel like this is the person I was always supposed to be. :) I felt like an imposter when I was obese. Like I was wearing a "suit of repression and depression" that I couldn't ever take off.
I'm still the same squirrelly, nerdy goofball I always was, but now people can see that instead of the "suit".
It's funny, but I don't feel like a different person so much as I feel like this is the person I was always supposed to be. :) I felt like an imposter when I was obese. Like I was wearing a "suit of repression and depression" that I couldn't ever take off.
I'm still the same squirrelly, nerdy goofball I always was, but now people can see that instead of the "suit".
Awesome!!!
Sandy
HW 225, SW 219, GW 140, CW 124
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
RNY on 09/05/12