It is VERY VERY VERY hard to stretch out your pouch
I'm normally good, follow most of what I should and shouldn't eat.
But sometimes I have that soda, or some coffee. Or sometimes I over eat.
This is a wake up call for me to get back on track, but it lets me sleep better at night.
Thanks so much for sharing! This has been, believe it or not an inspiration. My therapist has been getting on my case about being to hard on myself. At 8 months out, I have mini panic attacks about over stretching my pouch! Every time I eat more that I think I should be able to I freak out. And really this is not ok, I follow the rules and I stop eating when I am satisfied, no drinking for an hour after I eat and no soda/carbonated drinks. So there is no reason I should be stressing myself out like that!
Your post has reenforced the two messages you were sending!
1. Follow the rules! If you don't you will not maintain a healthy weight.
2. Don't worry so much about stretching.
Thanks for being brave enough to admit that you slipped up! I wish you all the strength to get back on track and back to a healthy life style!
It's kind of ironic though, because here I am not a month out of surgery and still worrying if I've stretched my pouch, lol. What happened was I ended up with an abcsess that burst and I got a dominal wall infection. Before the abcsess broke I was doing fine, I didn't want to or need to eat too often, the way it's supposed to be.
Though I wasn't sick because I had a JP drain in that was draining all the infection away, I was in the hospital for 5 days on antibiotics, they put a picc line in and was still on antibiotics another week and a half after I got home. Well, not only did the antiobiotics give me a monster appetite which I'm still battling (antiobiotics aren't out of my system quite yet) but everything tasted like metal. So I ended up having to try and find stuff to eat and drink that didn't taste absolutely wretched or I wasn't going to eat or drink at all, and most of that ended up being stuff I wasn't supposed to eat or drink yet., stuff with a much stronger taste and whotnot. Now I'm struggling to get back on track because now everything tastes alright but I still have a monster appetite. Hopefully when the antibiotics are out of my system I can get back to eating normally again. But it was funny reading this post, because here I am KNOWING my most likely isn't stretched but worrying that it is, lol.
Hi,
Im Danita and I am glad have joined this sight. I am also glad I have found someone else that is the patient of Dr. Schumacher. I truly hope we can keep in contact because I do need some support because I am losing it .I had my surgery in January of last year. It was January 15, 2013 and I have been on a binge for a couple of months, I need help and advice it will be good to have someones support that lives in the same town.