Hah- enlightening moment!
It's still 37 lbs lighter than you were before, which is AWESOME!
I found that every time I hit a "milestone," I thought about how much better I looked and how unhappy I thought I was with how I looked when I weight that in the past.
The closer I am to goal, the more focused I am on health than on how I look.
But feel good about what you've done and what you will continue to do!