Stuck

Apr 14, 2010

Ok, these last two weeks have been beyond stressful for me.  My Son (who has epilepsy) went in for two surgery's.  I have been really trying to watch what I eat and portion size (of course I have paid a few times for eating to much).  Anyhow, I have to be honest I know there are some days where I am not getting in all 3 meals a day.  I know that me not losing weight is proof of that.  It's just so hard to eat (or find the time to eat) while I am sitting in the hospital with my Son.  My weight for the past 4 days has been up one pound then down one pound the next day.  It's getting me really frustrated.  I just feel like a failure.  I just want life to get back to normal so I can start concentrating on getting back on track.  Since my operation I haven't even been out to exercise but maybe 3 or 4 times.  I am just so drained by the time I get home breath a little.  I also feel like I might never get back this "stuck" feeling that I am in.  GRRRRRRR.  I guess I need to just have a pity party for myself.  I hope that I snap out of this soon!!!

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