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Aug 04, 2014

I hate to say this but something came up this morning and I couldn't make it to my endoscopy. I was so bummed, I wanted to get this over with but I am re-scheduled for the 14th so I wasn't pushed back too much. The first time I had to reschedule they didn't have another open appointment until a month later so I'm lucky they weren't backed up that much. So just 10 days and I'll definitely be having it then. In the mean time, I'm going to try to get my EKG and X-Ray done so when I get my endoscopy done all I've have to re-do the sleep study and I'll be done! It doesn't seem like a lot to do but it could take my months to do but I'm praying it won't. I really want my surgery before Halloween. However, I learned one thing about myself today, when I was thinking about being put to sleep, I kinda freaked out a little bit. I was thinking if I panic over being under for 10 minutes how will I handle having the actual surgery? I just hope my nerves were playing me and I can do this. I can do this, right? Just a feeling I'm going to work through, I am having this surgery regardless. I know it's the only thing that is going to save my life. Anyone else have this feeling and what did you do to overcome it?  Thank you for all the prayers and comments, I appreciate it so much.. I hope all of you are doing awesome and having no problems. God bless, XoXo.

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